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blog! wake up!

i barely check and update my blog nowadays. it’s not because i don’t have anything to post, because
there are lot of things goin on and so many emotions that i want to get out of my chest.
but i can’t squeeze some time to open this blog to check if there are any comments on my previous entries,
or messages on my shoutbox.  maybe there will be really none, who reads this thing anyway  (please raise your hand!)?
 
oh well… here are some of the things that i wanted to say:
1. I was so happy last Valentine’s Day because of what Rye has done. It was the first time that someone
have done those things for me. (He woke me up, at around 6 in the morning and told me to open our gate. To my
surprise, he came out from a cab and was holding a big Eeyore stuff toy and 3 Roses. He also sent a bouquet of Tulips to my office.)

I thought it would just be another day like any other. But he made it extra special for me. I really appreciate all the efforts he has done.

Two days after, we spend the weekend in Tagaytay. We did a little tour to some of the famous tourist hang outs. Simple yet fun and adventourous getaway that I dreamed of. Backpackers mode, as they call it. We just took a bus from Manila to Tagaytay and stayed in a cozy hotel. Then we took off to different stops walking or riding on a tricyclye or jeepneys.

2. Last week, my friends went to Boracay for the first summer trip of our group and unfortunately, Rye and I were not able to go with them for some unexpected reasons.  I felt really frustrated that time because those were the days that I wish I coud have some time off with all the things that’s going on with my work. And that is also the reason why I also insisted to spend the weekend in Tagaytay.

3. I believe that things are running smoothly with regards to our relationship (Rye and Me). Although
the first two months were really rocky. We’re learning to adjust and understand each other’s past and flaws.

4. I moved out from my previous apartment for some reasons, too. I am now staying with my Tita. And hopefully
we could move in a more spacious apartment soon.

5. I feel so pressured with regards to my work. I mean, I feel like i have done everything but it was not enough.
But I won’t give up because I believe I can do this. Anyway, I am learning and that is the benefit of what I’m currently doing. I love what I do, it’s just that it doesn’t feel right sometime especially when after an issue was resolved, another one would pop out. It’s nevending.

But I’m getting the hang of it. I just need some workaround to get this thing done. And so I could please everybody else.

6. Anyway, I can’t remember when but I think it was three to four weeks ago. There is this one colleague that came out of nowhere and just said something that really got into my nerves:

UNKNOWN: "Yan si Ma’am, Nag-iinternet lang yan eh…" 

ANOYMOUS: (look at my laptop) "Ay..ndi.. may ginagawa eh." 

 My eyebrow raised and I wanted to say, "duh?! do you mind?." But  I just retaliate in silence. I was really pissed off when he said that. Because for two reasons:

1. He is invading my privacy. and

2. I WAS HELL BUSY that time. He doesn’t even know how i’m having a hard time figuring out what to do on my problem. And he has the guts to tell me that. Even if it was meant or not, he doesn’t need to say that. Can I have a little respect or can he just be professional?

Finally! I made an entry..yey! Hehehe. 

P.S

Happy Birthday Ryan!