these are my confessions

1. i'm broke and;
2. i smoke

Debts are chasing me. I have nothing left on my account. I'm starting again. After I was hospitalized I have been bankrupt. I got nothing. All i have is unpaid credit card bills and debts from everyone. I cannot give my sister's allowance. My debts are piling up. 

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I've been smoking since last September. Not the chain smoker type of smoking. I just do when I feel down or stressed. Or when I'm drinking with my friends. Before I really hate smokers, but now I'm starting to be one of them. I don't really now what it is for me but I just feel like to lit a cigarette whenever I feel down or got nothing else to do and think of. I don't know what my other friends will think of but I can't get out from this for now.  Nobody pushed me to do it. It's my own prerogative. 

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Okay.. This is not really a good day for me. The credit card company just called me and informed me to pay may balance due last month. Another friend sent me a message, asking me when can we meet so I can give his money that I borrowed for the Boracay thingy. I'm so grateful that he's not in a rush and told me I can give it on the 15th. I will be renting a room next month and I will also have to pay for the down payment. Another one called, and I feel so irritated that she is still pushing to avail their gym package. GAAHHHHDDDD! This is really too much for this day.

Can someone give me something to drink?